Painful Memories

Thank you for hurting me....

For making my life a living hell,

For making me feel miserable,

For not being there when I needed to be comforted,

For not supporting me during my lowest point in life,

For not understanding me when I needed to be understood,

For lying to me when I needed your honesty,

For disregarding me when I needed to feel worthy,

For not loving me when I needed to be loved,

For not being a friend when I needed a friend the most.

 

Because during those times you were not there,

Those days when you left me alone and hurting,

Those dark and sleepless nights I had to go through.

For enduring all those painful moments....

It was the time I found strength in me,

The time I realized I'm strong,

The time I knew myself better,

The time I found God.

 

Joshapd 12/26/2002